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Building a new relationship after my wife's death.

My wife died on April 1st, 2004 and I am trying to learn what that means to me and to my life. What do I need to learn and what do I need to do? - After 18 months I have met a woman and we are dating. This is a new phase for me. - I have remarried and my life is very good again:-)

Friday, February 18, 2005

I just have time for a quick note this morning. I had another strange flashback this week. Tuesday evening when I got home from work, after an especially busy day, as I was walking into the house from the garage I just expected to see Jo in the kitchen! I was thinking of telling her that I was stressed and then (I thought) she will lead the discussions to other topics. Helping to take my mind off of the day.
Of course the illusion didn’t last long and I was soon thinking about it how odd it was. This time it didn’t leave in a blue funk and I was able to move on fairly quickly. So I seem to getting better.

posted by Walt  # 7:18 AM (0) comments

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

This past weekend I was skiing with three friends from work. We had a great time, skied hard and got very tired. It was the best ski trip in years because with the just guys we skied black all day, no need to stay with family or kids. We had great conditions on Saturday at Squaw Valley. Sunday at Sugar bowl the snow was pretty good but the weathers was windy, foggy and stormy. Still did some great skiing. Our family ski trip in March is coming up and I am looking forward to it even though the logistics are a bit complicated we will have a good time.

Not too much else to report. This will be a busy week. My nephew, Nate is in town this week and I will have dinner with him on Wednesday evening. Tonight is Men’s club at church, Thursday I will meet Roger for dinner, then Friday night is Photosig. On the long weekend coming up I hope to get my taxes done and rearrange the garage so that I can store the Christmas tree there. And Mary is suggesting that the Photosig go to SFMOMO on Sunday but that shouldn’t take more than a few hours.

I also have several holding lunch engagements that I never seem to find time for. Pat M, Jamie A, and others. I need to get them scheduled. Further, I want to schedule dinners with Rob & Lois, and with Doug & Marion. But with the new projects and hiring that I am doing at work it feels to busy. I guess that is all for the good.

Back to work now, all in all feeling pretty good!

posted by Walt  # 7:00 AM (0) comments

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

I have had more dreams.

I was in San Diego this past weekend with Jake, Jill, and Max. Had a good time. Jake and I ran a 10K on Saturday, morning and I was not ready for it so now my legs are very sore! But at least I wasn’t last!

Had a couple more dreams. Jo was there but not acting like a wife more like she was just there. Also dreamed about meeting a woman seemed like someone I had known long ago and she started to hold my hand! Pretty weird.
I seldom recall dreams. That I recall three in a short time is very unusual and remarkable. I don’t know what it all means but I will record it here so that I mark the dates.

posted by Walt  # 7:49 AM (0) comments

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