Building a new relationship after my wife's death.

I slept a little better last night but still find myself thinking about Jo Lynn and particularly the last weeks before she died. Her time in the hospital and the last few weeks before she started the treatment. Odd thoughts!

It is a good deal more distracting than it has been for several weeks. I am reading "Life After Loss" by Bob Deits; He says that most people experience something like this after the third month. If that is true perhaps I am just ahead of schedule by a few weeks. It is more than just sleep too. I am eating poorly, distracted, short of patience, and just plain sad. Nuts to it all!

To add to my irritation this morning I visited an ATM and, what happens! My care gets swallowed because it has expired! If there was a warning I missed it, but it pissed me off, that it happened. I don't really understand why the ATM cards need to ever expire! The Credit Union has not called me back yet!

I feel better now.....