I have been busy this week. My workload at WhereNet has not abated and it looks like any easing is still a ways off. This week has been a little more difficult than the last few weeks. I find myself thinking about Jo Lynn more than has been the norm for a while.
I am also starting to get tired of living alone and I have started thinking that I may always live alone. I hadn’t really considered that idea before. I think I just kind of acted like my wife was away and would soon be home. This wasn’t that I was nuts, it just means that I haven’t yet begun to think about the long term and what changes I will have to make. I haven’t concluded on anything but my feelings seem to changing in subtle ways.
I suppose this is healthy but it will mean more work I think. I expect that I will have to dispose of some of the things in the house that are more feminine and replace them with something that I prefer (I don’t know what that those things might be.) I don’t really know what it means or if it means anything. Just my musings I suppose.
Last night I stopped by a birthday party for that some of Jo’s friends had for one of the “chicks”. Although they were all very glad to see me and very gracious I was not very comfortable there, I have so lost track of them and the common things were really through Jo Lynn, there is not much to talk about now. So I stay about 20 minutes and then left. The same thing happened at the Fourth of July party so maybe it is time to cut some of those ties too.
This will be my first weekend at home for the last month, which means a lot of chores to do. I want to clean up the plants in the house and the atrium. I also need to get the new computer for Deanna and Rich set up and install the Microsoft and HP updates before I give it to her. So I will be busy this weekend.
