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Building a new relationship after my wife's death.

My wife died on April 1st, 2004 and I am trying to learn what that means to me and to my life. What do I need to learn and what do I need to do? - After 18 months I have met a woman and we are dating. This is a new phase for me. - I have remarried and my life is very good again:-)

Sunday, August 21, 2005

I am thinking about Jo’s last day today!

A busy week; Will, Lisette, and Zane arrived Sunday night and left Wednesday. On Tuesday we drove to the coast and visited Bean Hollow and Pebble Beaches. Took a fair number of pictures and had a generally good time. Will and Lisette prepared a steak dinner after we got home. It was good have them and to get to know them a bit. I very much enjoyed them.

Then on Wednesday, Roger came over for pizza and I told him that John M had suggested to Dan D that Roger might make a good Vpof engineering at WN. He is flattered and somewhat interested. I will have dinner with him tonight at his house he was thinking about it.

Saturday, morning I met Alisa and Jim Bushe at a park to take photographs of Ben. Some of them came out pretty good I think. They took them home on the CF card. I hope they like them. In the afternoon, Deanna et al arrived.

They were here to have party and barbeque for Scott’s birthday. They took care of everything, pretty much and we had tri-tips for 14 people, all Rich’s family. Kind of rowdy crowd, some of them I like and others, not so much. But all in all a pretty good time, and Scott was very pleased. They left at 5: 00 AM so that Marissa could sing in church this morning. I didn’t wake up to see them off but a little later the phone started ringing but no one talked when I answered! It was Deanna’s phone getting sat on! After answering it four times I called her and she moved it but I was up and awake.

You would think that with all this I would be ok but I woke thinking about Jo’s last day and how she was that morning when I arrived at the hospital and she was spitting up blood! And so on… I can’t get it out of my mind now. It has me paralyzed again! I tried a run, a nap, TV, nothing seems to work.

posted by Walt  # 3:12 PM
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